2014 AVA Digital Awards Platinum Winner

I'm proud to announce I've been selected as a Platinum Award Winner by the AVA Digital Awards for Creativity in Video Production as Director of Portrait.

I consider myself very lucky to be able to share stories of wonderful people like Andria and Cory, stories that reach and inspire tens of thousands of people. It wouldn't have been possible without the support of my wonderful Kickstarter backers, my wife, my mom, and my partner in crime in producing the project, Zach Frankart.

Portrait was a passion project from the beginning, and I'm happy I was able to share that passion with you.

AVA Digital recognizes outstanding achievement by creative professionals involved in the concept, direction, design and production of media that is part of the evolution of digital communication. 

AVA Digital Awards is sponsored and judged by the Association of Marketing and Communication Professionals (AMCP). The international organization consists of several thousand production, marketing, communication, advertising, public relations, and freelance professionals. AMCP administers recognition programs; provides judges and rewards outstanding achievement and service to the profession. As part of its mission, AMCP fosters and supports the efforts of creative professionals who contribute their unique talents to public service and charitable organizations.

Judges are industry professionals who look for companies and individuals whose talent exceeds a high standard of excellence and whose work serves as a benchmark for the industry. 

The Platinum Award is the organization's top honor.

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Her

“The past is just a story we tell ourselves.”

"A lonely writer develops an unlikely relationship with his newly purchased operating system that's designed to meet his every need." It’s such an unassuming and almost goofy description and it’s a credit to writer and director Spike Jonze that he elevated the story to such heights. Her is a brilliant film. Among its brilliance is that it speaks to the past, present, and future in a confident way.

Many films would fall into the trap of making the technology the story. That would be a goofy or unnecessarily dense movie. Instead, Her does what great science fiction films do and it just assumes everything makes sense. Everyone in the world accepts the technology because that’s the way it is. It just works. Compare that to today’s world and maybe it’s not such an unbelievable premise.

Think about how this would look to someone who died in 1950: I take a small device made of glass and aluminum out of my pocket and instantly send a letter to a friend on the other side of the planet.

In storytelling, when you present something as a given and just keep moving forward, it engages the audience. Time isn’t wasted trying to decipher how something works or poking holes in its logic. A lesser filmmaker may have fallen victim to this ego, wanting to show off the cool theory and ideas. It would have been caught up in showing code on a computer monitor or making the main character an unlikable nerd because, of course, those are the only people who like technology. In truth, everyone uses technology in their own personal way. And only coders care about code, everyone else just wants technology that works. Spike Jonze understands that.

If Her opened with an info dump that said, “The year is 2029 and we’re in Los Angeles,” suddenly the viewer is making a whole lot of assumptions and attempted connections at the logic. Will technology look or act like that in 15 years? Or worse, when you watch this movie in 2029, will it look comically outdated, or will it mostly hold up like Blade Runner or Alien?

It also makes bold, and probably accurate, statements about work life in the near future. Everyone either works with computers or is an artist (working with computers). The film doesn’t get caught up on whether or not that’s good or bad, it just is. Her drips with subtext, but none of it assumes anything about anyone.

Her explores love and feelings in a way that’s satisfying and profound without being convoluted or sappy. Two words you’d be hard pressed to define are woven through the characters, specifically Theodore, Samantha, and Amy—all played wonderfully by Joaquin Phoenix, Scarlett Johansson, and Amy Adams, respectively. It makes you feel for something that doesn’t exist. Or does it exist? Samantha points out that we’re all just matter, after all. We come, we go. We’re together, we’re alone.

Her raises a lot of questions about today’s world and our near future. It shows its main character, Theodore, navigating those choices but it doesn’t explicitly explain all the answers. Even when he asks his OS an unanswerable question, she simply responds that it would be difficult to explain. Sometimes the answer doesn’t have to be a binary yes or no.

What if Samantha wasn’t artificial intelligence? What if she was a virtual assistant that spent her days in a cubicle? Would that make their love any more or less real? Machines may never be able to feel, but artificial intelligence may be able to understand feeling. What is that world? Is it good or bad? Does it have to be either?

“We are only here briefly, and in this moment I want to allow myself joy.” — Amy

We've got a problem

Originally published on Medium.

Let me start by making something clear: I don’t think Phil Robertson is the problem. I don’t think Justine Sacco is the problem. Neither deserves to be torn apart for the downright dumb things they said this week. Nothing should condone violence. Anyone threatening Ms. Sacco for her racist remark is just as wrong as she was when she hit “Tweet.” Although she now finds herself without a job, that simply sweeps the issue under the rug. The internet feels like they won. And while someone who probably should not have been in a high ranking position at a huge company like IAC (About.com, Dictionary.com, Match.com, CollegeHumor, Vimeo, and many more websites you’ve heard of) lost her job, did she—or anyone, for that matter—actually learn anything?

Don’t tweet something stupid before getting on an international flight. Or ever, really.

Don’t tweet something stupid before getting on an international flight. Or ever, really.

Some of the reactions to the inappropriate tweet were no better. You don’t make a point by attacking the attacker. Even the #HasJustineLandedYet hashtag, the top trending topic on Twitter for some time, was more scary than amusing. It felt like the entire internet was waiting—watching—for someone to step through the gate at Terminal B to throw a surprise party.

But what’s lost in the reactions since is how her comments make people feel—and how it shapes the attitudes of others. I think that’s why many jump to mob up at something like this, because so rarely do people feel like they have a majority voice. A chance to make a statement.

We focus on her losing her job or the angry tweets sent back at her and miss the real problem. Ms. Sacco was, presumably, in a position of some power at IAC. She worked in PR and was prominently listed on the company’s contact page. The issue isn’t simply what she said—it’s that she thinks that way at all. And it’s that many people run to her defense.


Phil Robertson caught heat this week after making some pretty awful comments in a GQ article. He equated being gay to beastiality. He equated black people to white trash, and claimed to know that black people were happier in the “pre-entitlement” era. So I guess, by some extension, he may have even just equated Civil Rights to a sense of entitlement.

He’s allowed to have an opinion. What I find troubling is that he feels it is appropriate to publicly put down people he doesn’t understand. What I find troubling—again—is that many people run to his defense.

A Phil Robertson support page on Facebook has over 1.7 million likes. 1.7 million! He’s become a figurative martyr since A&E suspended him from the hit show Duck Dynasty indefinitely. It’s not a free speech issue. He’s not being put in jail for his comments. His employer, who pays him handsomely, feels his comments were unbecoming of someone who represents their network. They are entirely within their right to suspend or fire him.


What needs discussion in light of Ms. Sacco and Mr. Robertson’s comments is why people think it’s ok to communicate this way. And we need to discuss, and truly understand, why people get offended at these comments. It’s learning why “be kind” is something you do—not just something you say.

I have to interview with people like Ms. Sacco if I want a job in communication or marketing. I have to interview with people like Mr. Robertson if I want to pitch my company’s services as a freelancer. And while it’d be just as wrong of me to generalize every white person in a managerial position at every company, hearing comments like this are harder and harder to digest when I get rejection letter after rejection letter. It’s seeing people like Pax Dickinson, formerly of Business Insider, tweeting comments that I won’t even quote here. It’s Justine Sacco at IAC. It’s Phil Robertson at Duck Commander. All people that feel it’s important to point out that they’re “different” than me.

I have applied to at least one company falling under their reign. Maybe I didn’t get the job because they don’t like the way I look? Probably not, but how am I supposed to feel when I see similar comments over and over again? How am I supposed to feel when I see company websites featuring pictures of their employees and not a single one is black? How am I supposed to feel when I see casual racism, or sexism, or homophobia and people see nothing wrong with it? Do you think at least 1 of those 1.7 million “likes” are people in a hiring position at a company? Probably.

It’s not about ignoring color, or gender, or sexuality. I know many gay people who are all extremely proud of being gay, as they should be, and pretending like that doesn’t exist is just as unfair. But hiring a “token minority” does what, exactly? It doesn’t fix the problem from either end of the equation. The minority person knows they’re the token hire, and everyone else that works there (likely a majority of white males) knows exactly why that black woman got the job. If anything, half-baked plans only fuel the fire in the opposite direction.

There needs to be a discussion of why these comments aren’t ok. It’s not about trampling on someone’s opinion, or right to free speech, or bad joke. It’s about understanding that when you surround yourself only with people who look, and talk, and act like you—you can’t pretend to know how someone else feels. You just can’t. You can’t claim that black people were happier in pre-Civil Rights America. You can’t slam an entire continent and walk away from it without responsibility.

Ms. Sacco can delete her Twitter account (and she has) and while she’s currently without a job, I doubt it will be a permanent situation. If over 1.7 million people support Phil Robertson, I’m sure she’ll find at least one who supports her.

But the rest of us can’t change our skin color or sexual orientation. And that’s why comments like this are not ok.

Heisenberg: A genius, a madman, a little bit lucky

Originally posted on Medium.

Spoilers for the entire series of Breaking Bad below.

Chemistry is, well technically, chemistry is the study of matter.
But I prefer to see it as the study of change.

Walter White in season one, setting up everything we are about to see.

Walt rolls a black barrel housing roughly $11 million through the dusty New Mexico desert. His DEA-agent-brother-in-law is dead. He blames Jesse for giving Hank the information that led him to his death.

But Walt has always been the architect.

This is the same place it all started. You can even see Walt’s old khakis in the middle of the desert—the pair that blew away in the very first episode.

All the while, this song plays.

Had a job a year ago,
Had a little home,
Now I’ve got no place to go,
guess I’ll have to roam.
Take my true love by her hand,
Lead her through the town,
Say goodbye to everyone,
Goodbye to everyone.
Every wind that blows boys,
Every wind that blows,
Carries me to some new place,
Heaven only knows.
Take my true love by her hand,
Lead her through the town,
Say goodbye to everyone,
Goodbye to everyone.

Walt’s one true love: Power. His power is in that heavy barrel. $11,000,000 worth of power. Worthless power.

This wasn’t a song written for the show. This was a song written over 50 years ago. Yet it perfectly summed up that moment.

Ozymandias
A poem from 1818 about the fall of leaders and their empires.
Walt’s story is as old as greed.

In episode 514, titled Ozymandias, Jesse is finally a dead man in Walt’s eyes. After watching his brother-in-law get shot in the head, he’s ready to watch the same thing happen to his surrogate son. A son that he’s been closer to than his own for awhile.

Later in the episode, Walt berates Skyler on the phone. He knows the cops are listening. He’s trying to exonerate her as much as he can. He’s become Heisenberg because Walter White can no longer save his family. Walter White no longer has a family.

His voice—cold, calculated, and down-right evil. His face—crying and in pain. This was the last good thing he could do for his family.

Bryan Cranston’s performance as Walter White is more than award-worthy, it’s legendary.

In the end, Breaking Bad is really just a show about a science teacher that becomes a really good actor.—Dan Trachtenberg

Werner Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle “states that it is impossible to determine simultaneously both the position and velocity of an electron or any other particle with any great degree of accuracy or certainty.”

Walt has been spiraling out of control since the day he told Bogdan to shove it. His choice of Heisenberg as a pseudonym confirms Walt’s genius, hubris, and dumb luck.

He’s never really been in control. His actions have always been a reaction to uncontrollable events. He gets cancer. Tuco. Gus. Mike. Jesse. They all had him figured out a lot earlier than they realized.

And that’s what Breaking Bad did so well. We all saw what he went through, but we also remember from where he came. His actions were wrong. His intent wasn’t entirely evil.

Seems like everything up to now has been prologue. 4 seasons of origin story, now we are in it!—Jeff Cannata

A world was established. The consequences of his actions had been coming for a long time.

Breaking Bad will go down as one of the greatest pieces of drama in any medium. It started with series creator Vince Gilligan. The writing team he put together was nothing short of brilliant.

For as brilliant as the writing was—the crew was outstanding.

Director of Photography Michael Slovis shot television with more skill and attention to detail than some movies with budgets over $100 million. The editing was top notch. Kelley Dixon, one of the show’s editors, won an Emmy this year. Deservedly so.

And the cast. Anna Gunn—as Skyler White—went to hell and back. Betsy Brandt transformed Marie from a purple-loving kleptomaniac to a person that felt like she lived in the real world.

Dean Norris—as the tough as nails Hank—went out the only way he could, with his dignity in tact. No one wanted Hank to die, not even Walt in his lowest moments. But no one wanted to see him beg or side with the bad guy.

And Jesse. Jesse. They were going to kill him off in season one, can you believe that? But Aaron Paul brought something special. He took a junkie loser and made him a lovable, if misguided, soul. You always wanted to see him turn his life around.

But sometimes the study of change just leads you back to the same place.

Intentional filmmaking

Pointing a camera at an object doesn't mean it's automatically interesting.

That thinking is common in the Vimeo-age. Timelapse videos of pretty scenery have a much better chance of getting featured and going viral than a narrative short.

Let me be clear: It takes a lot of skill to be a great timelapse photographer or filmmaker.

But film at its core, at its best, must have meaning. Without intent, it's just 24 pictures a second. Even great photographers have intent with every frame they capture.

It all tells a story.

Shouldn't film have the same care? Shouldn't every frame speak on its own?

So, you want a video for your business?

Let's talk about purpose. The purpose of making a video for your business.

A lot of small business owners would like to make a video. It's engaging. It's more than static photos or text. And video is huge. People are consuming more now than ever before.

Here's how people think: I want something simple. Just our president/CEO/me on camera telling everyone why we're unique.

Here's why that stinks: Of course you're the best at what you do. If you weren't, I probably wouldn't be looking at your website right now. No one is going to say, "We're pretty ok, sometimes we screw up, but we're doing our best to get better! Come work with us!" And because everyone says the same thing, all the videos look the same. Cookie cutter.

People care about stories.

Not every video is going to go viral, but the purpose should be the same: For people to watch, learn, and be entertained. You can't have only two of the three for a truly successful project.

I want to care about the people behind your business. The struggles of getting started. The work you put into becoming a nationwide success. The process that your people work at perfecting every day.

Show me something I haven't seen. Tell me a story I haven't heard.

It may not get a million views on YouTube, but it'll get people to watch past the first 10 seconds. It will allow people to get to know you.

And maybe, just maybe, once they find out about your story, they'll care to support you.

Do you think this video would have over 107,000 views if the direction was as follows? "Sit Nick on camera and have him tell people why JackThreads is unique."

Writing concisely

It's tempting when writing to cover every detail. Argue every point. Make every statement. Concise writing can still make a point.

2013 MarCom Gold Winner

Special stories don't come along every day. This summer, I had the chance to tell the story of Anthony Jackson for HOMAGE

I'm beyond proud to announce that I've been presented a Gold Award by MarCom for Ant's Got It, recognizing it as an outstanding creative achievement.

Anthony's impact has been felt by thousands, and will be felt by more from the proceeds raised by HOMAGE and donated to JDRF. The validation that we did Anthony's story justice and will positively impact the lives of others is heartwarming.

About MarCom Awards

MarCom Awards recognizes outstanding creative achievement by marketing and communication professionals. There were over 6,500 entries from throughout the United States, Canada and several other countries in the 2013 competition.

MarCom entries come from corporate marketing and communication departments, advertising agencies, PR firms, design shops, production companies and freelancers. The competition has grown to perhaps the largest of its kind in the world. A look at the winners shows a range in size from individual communicators to media conglomerates and Fortune 500 companies. The competition is so well respected in the industry that national public relations organizations, local ad clubs, and local business communicator chapters are entrants.

MarCom Awards is administered and judged by the Association of Marketing and Communication Professionals. The international organization consists of several thousand creative professionals. The Association oversees awards and recognition programs, provides judges and sets standards for excellence.

 

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Make them feel something

One of the greatest sports quotes of all time belongs to Wayne Gretzky. It actually began as a lesson imparted to him by his father.

I skate to where the puck is going to be, not where it has been.

This could describe Steve Jobs and Apple. Steve wasn’t the type of person that just showed up to the party; he saw the potential in the idea and created the bigger, better party two blocks down the street.

Yet, even his own words contradict this to some degree.

You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. Because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well worn path; and that will make all the difference.

This is life as a creative in a nutshell. Whether an artist or filmmaker or entrepreneur, every day is a contradiction.

I highly doubt Mark Zuckerberg’s original vision for Facebook was to get everyone online. He just created a platform that allowed friends to connect. Eventually, he connected enough of the dots to realize the true potential of the website he started from his dorm room. From there, his story become more clear.

You can often feel like you don’t have a voice unless you have something brilliant to say. Sometimes, the stories that connect the dots are just that – stories. Sometimes, even co-founders can’t agree on the origin story of their product.

If you are compelled to create, then create. It’s ok if you don’t know what your end goal is from the outset. Maybe you don’t even know what a puck looks like, much less where it’s going to be. If you have something to say, your voice will develop. You will be able to connect to dots, eventually.

The important thing is that when you have a burning desire inside to create, others can feel it, too.

Creating is as complex as life itself. Take your ability to create, and say something you care about. That should be what fuels you, and is what will allow you to look back and see the big picture, the logic behind your choices. It doesn’t have to make sense at the time. Andrew O'Hagan put it best, “Responsible behavior in an artist is like modesty in a stripper: unbecoming, dispiriting and not at all what you signed up for.” Don’t worry about your narrative, your brilliant story that will be a book, and later made into a movie.

Create. Make people feel something. You can connect the dots later.

I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

Better than anyone, Maya Angelou sums it up in a single sentence.

What @twitter's got all wrong

Originally posted on Svbtle

A year and a day after I wrote a blog post titled How I would run Twitter, the news hit that Twitter filed for an IPO.

I’ve been trying to write about this for three weeks. Then Dustin Curtis summed up modern writer’s block perfectly:

Twitter takes complex ideas and destroys them by forcing my brain to compact them into little 140-character aphorisms, truisms, or jokes. For every great tweet, there could have been four insightful paragraphs, but there aren’t, and never will be, because Twitter removes my desire to write by killing my ideas. Once I tweet something, I stop thinking about it; it’s like an emotional release of idea liability.

On that note, below are fragments of why I think Twitter’s got it all wrong.

Online advertising sucks.

Google has a formula that works for them. It works because they’re playing a pure numbers game, and search is one place where advertising makes a lot of sense. But Google is the only publicly traded company that’s flourished from that approach.

Facebook ads suck. They’re hoping to play the same game as Google, but until they have some type of meaningful social search, it’s a waste of time.

Twitter ads suck. Who clicks on promoted tweets? Brands are pumping money into Twitter to pay for follows, but is that a sustainable business model? Does that increased follower count really pay off?

So, what’s the future?

As far as advertising is concerned, Twitter’s missing the boat. A huge number of tweets are sent around important events. Presidential elections, the Oscars, and Breaking Bad’s finale are all ripe for the picking.

If Twitter wants to engage new users, they need to put more context around these topics. Instead of being inundated by new tweets every few seconds, promote a “branch” that can easily be tracked. (Maybe they should buy Branch while they’re at it. Fits with the whole bird thing.) Display tweets from users you follow and the top conversations relating to that event.

This is kind of what Twitter search tries to do, but not effectively. My mom doesn’t care about hashtags, and she’d probably wonder why search keeps throwing her 20+ new results every few seconds. But if Twitter wants to play the advertising game that Google’s playing, and that Facebook’s trying to play, they need people like her.

Twitter should take Medium’s “collections” idea and run with it. It helps to filter out the noise that I’m not currently interested in. (Don’t tell me to use Twitter lists, those are too cumbersome. Twitter should manage them for me.)

Advertising is going to be a big part of Twitter’s plans no matter what. But instead of trying to win a game of numbers, why not win the game of quality? Why not be the Apple to Facebook’s Google?

Twitter can provide value by offering a premium advertising service. Not one size fits all, not throw it against the wall and see what sticks, but only allowing ads in very specific spots, that make sense contextually, and can enhance the user (and advertiser) experience. Above all else, maintain a high quality standard. As a result, they can charge more for less advertising space. (This is what The Deck’s been doing all along.)

The instant messaging game is huge, and there’s a lot left to be won.

SMS, iMessage, Facebook Messenger, Snapchat, WhatsApp, Kik, Line, BBM…

Becoming the default communication standard isn’t a small idea. Twitter has already shifted how we communicate. It has the ability to redefine how we communicate.

It’s hard to say what this looks like. Maybe it’s carrier buy-in, partnership with hardware or software companies, or a subscription service. I really believe it can be more than just throwing an advertisement in your conversation stream.

I’m sure Twitter’s thought of many of these ideas, but I’m not sure what’s keeping them from trying. Why are they trying to play the Google game? Why don’t they look for ways to improve the core experience first?

As I’ve said before, Twitter can be an evolution in communication. I’m afraid they’re more worried about building a company than changing the world.

For now, they’ll just keep trying to amass new “users” (spam or not, who cares), so they can sell advertisers on the dream of reaching 200 million active users.

For now, they’ll just keep watching.

Dick Costolo, Twitter CEO:

I feel like i’m witnessing a tectonic shift in the geo-political landscape reading @HassanRouhani tweets. Fascinating.

John Gruber:

Witnessing history, too busy to capitalize properly

 

A new kind of filmmaker

Originally posted on Svbtle

That’s my tagline on Svbtle. I needed to come up with something that felt interesting. That was the first thing that came to me. Then I really started thinking about it.

First, I should make something clear: Everything is a remix. I don’t intend to insinuate that I have new, secret ideas. I’m not even sure I have something brilliant to say. Not yet anyway.

But I do feel like I’m doing something that not everyone does. I’m being honest. I’m not only showing you the glamorous bits.

I’m living proof that it may take posting dozens of videos on Vimeo before you make something that gets over 100,000 views. Maybe it’s another 10 or 20 projects before your next video hits 50,000 views. With enough persistence and hard work, you can get there.

Ideas are announced and scrapped in a matter of weeks. It’s hard killing something you love.

Think of a person that inspires you. Would you have more or less admiration for them if you saw all their bad ideas, too?

I’m not sure where this road will take me. Hopefully I can continue telling stories for a very long time. Hopefully I get better at it along the way. But if I can leave something behind, something that shows real challenges of being a creative, a world where not everything is handed to me, and maybe the first iteration of the idea isn’t so brilliant… if that helps just one person that comes down this path after me, then I think it was worth it.

If nothing else, it’ll help me remember where I came from.

 

Say something brilliant

Originally posted on Svbtle.

Even on a platform like Svbtle that strips away many of the bells and whistles, there’s an inherent pressure when you see the text Write post here. It might as well read: Say something brilliant.

Everyone wants to write the next great blog post that gets a million hits. But you’re conditioned to feel that if you don’t have a strong opinion, something that you’d fight to the grave defending, why bother? Do your words even matter?

That conditioning does make some sense. Everyone is so busy in today’s world – at least, that’s what I keep hearing repeated over and over, despite how much time people spend on Facebook and Twitter every day – that if you don’t have indisputable value to add, you’re not worth anyone’s time.

This isn’t another post celebrating bad ideas. I’m tired of ideas.

This is a post advocating you to not take things so seriously.

An entrepreneur doesn’t always have to be building the next billion dollar company. A project you enjoy that pays the bills is just fine, too.

If you’re a filmmaker, you don’t have to try to be the next Christopher Nolan. Your first movie doesn’t have to be Memento – it wasn’t his first, either.

This isn’t to say you should shoot low and sacrifice quality or effort. It’s just a reminder that it’s ok to not always be prolific. Don’t waste time trying to be the next Mark Zuckerberg, be the first you. (Now that’s a Hallmark card if I’ve ever written one.)

Sometimes being entertained is all that matters. There’s room in this world for films like Pacific Rim and Upstream Color to coexist. Unwinding six seconds at a time on Vine is a great way to end the day, even if the app doesn’t have a billion users.

One thing I find is the more I write, the more creative I feel. Ideas flow a little more easily when I’m regularly in the mindset of processing and recording thoughts. But it’s intimidating when you launch a blank document. There’s pressure when you feel like every post needs to be the next hot thing that gets tweeted by everyone.

Sometimes it’s ok to just say something, anything. The prolific stuff will come later.

You should follow me on Twitter here. I’ve got 140 characters to say something brilliant, no pressure.

Predict or die

On Apple, Nokia, BlackBerry, and Nintendo. 

Initially, I titled this post “Adapt or die,” but I decided “Predict or die” is more appropriate. I’ll get to that in a moment.

There have been a lot of articles written about AppleNintendo, and BlackBerry with a common theme that if the companies don’t adapt to the changing landscape of consumer technology, they will die. You could say Nokia is already there, with their devices unit being bought by Microsoft for $7.2 billion.

People have been calling for Apple’s demise since 1984. For quite awhile, they looked to be correct. Then Steve Jobs.

But maybe the iPhone is losing a bit of its shine. The thought is that if Tim Cook and Co. don’t develop the next big hit soon, someone else will. That’s not unfair thinking. If Apple had stuck with the iPod as their flagship device for another five years, we would probably be talking about them in the same way we talk about Nokia or BlackBerry.

Tuesday morning in Cupertino, Apple will unveil whatever is next in the world of iPhone. Some of the rumors will have been true, while Apple will almost certainly have one or two tricks up its sleeve. It will impress some and disappoint others. Such is life when you’re the most valuable technology company in the world.

That doesn’t mean there isn’t truth in the thinking that Apple needs to change the game it’s playing. Or better yet, take someone else’s game and change it. That’s what Apple does best – the iPod wasn’t the first MP3 player, the iPhone wasn’t the first smartphone, and the iPad wasn’t the first tablet. But they all changed the game. Listening to music wasn’t about specs, it was about ease of use. Smartphones weren’t about tiny keyboards that mimicked a desktop interface, they were about a new form of computing in your pocket. And tablets weren’t about styluses

So, that brings me back to the title of this post, “Predict or die.” It’s not simply about adapting. By now, Nokia has adapted in many ways. So has BlackBerry. Yet, both companies are still largely playing the game of yesterday. They’re competing with the 2007 Apple, not the 2013 Apple. By the time the next line of Microsoft Lumia-whatever-they’re-calling-it is released, they’ll be up against the 2014 Apple. (If Apple comes up with the next big hit between now and then, that’s a big problem for many. It’ll be a problem for Apple if someone not only gets there first, but far better.)

From Financial Review, “The Nokia insider who knows why it failed warns Apple it could be next” –

In an honest assessment, he laments Nokia’s missed opportunities. It had working prototypes for 8-inch tablet computers years before the iPad emerged, toyed with touch screens before Apple “invented” them and let its dominance slip by seeking to protect what it had.
“I look back and I think Nokia was just a very big company that started to maintain its position more than innovate for new opportunities,” Nuovo says.
“All of the opportunities were in front of them and Nokia was working on them, but the key word is a sense of urgency. While things were in play there was a real sense of saying ‘we will get to that eventually.’”

He gets it, but he still doesn’t really get it. It doesn’t matter who did it first. If Nokia had made a touchscreen phone in 2006, Steve Jobs wouldn’t have scrapped the plans for the iPhone. The 2006 Nokia touchscreen phone would have sucked. The bottom half would have had a keyboard. You probably would’ve needed a stylus. The software would have been garbage.

You need to see what’s next before anyone else and execute on it. Nokia focus tested it to death. It’s not about one piece of technology, it’s about the entire experience. It’s about making a promise to your users to make The Best Possible Thing™, and delivering on that.

Maybe Microsoft sees that and that’s why they bought Nokia. Maybe it will give them a fighting chance. Or maybe by the time they make any meaningful improvements to Windows Phone and its ecosystem, it’ll already be three or four years too late.

BlackBerry’s tried it. They are already the most Apple-like phone maker, and they couldn’t recapture the market before it was too late. They’re playing the game from 2009, before Android got its stuff together. They’re not really playing to win. They’re playing to be third or fourth at best.

If BlackBerry switches to Android, makes no more than two phone models (BlackBerry Classic and BlackBerry Touch, I’d call them), goes all-in on cross-platform BlackBerry Messenger, and kills (or sells) everything else, could they make it out the other end? Their days of competing with Apple or Samsung are over, but they could knock off HTC and other Android hopefuls. They probably won’t though, because by the time they do anything it’ll be late 2014.

Side note: What if Microsoft bought BlackBerry, put them in charge of Microsoft enterprise mobile and Nokia in charge of Microsoft consumer mobile? Steve Ballmer clearly has no problem paying ridiculous sums for questionable companies.

What does Nintendo have to do with all of this? A lot, actually. They’re next. Nintendo is saying the same thing BlackBerry (RIM at the time) and Nokia said half a decade ago. “We’ve got time. We’ve got money. We’ll figure it out.”

Nintendo should care about Nokia and BlackBerry, because along with the iPhone and its Android counterparts, that’s where people are spending their time. And money. The 3DS does look just fine as a gaming device. But am I going to spend $200 on that or the next iPhone?

MG Siegler writes –

You’re profitable and a healthy business until you’re not. The mistake often made is to think that dramatic shifts in business can’t happen quickly. They can happen very quickly. And Nintendo is in a market that is experiencing such a shift.

Nintendo can do whatever they want to do. The problem is that they aren’t. They’re iterating on hardware from 2004 (Nintendo DS) and 2006 (Nintendo Wii). I mean, come on. It’s 2013. How is the 3DS really different from the DS?

Nintendo is experiencing the same failure to act that Nokia did in 2007. The same thing BlackBerry did in 2009. “We’re fine.”

You don’t have to invent the future. You just have to figure out what consumers really want. Consumers are telling Nintendo exactly what they want. Consumers aren’t buying a 3DS, they’re buying an iPad.

This was Steve Jobs’ genius. He knew what you wanted before you did. Even if you’ve never used an iPhone, if you’re using an Android, Windows Phone, or modern BlackBerry, you’re using something he inspired. No, Steve didn’t invent the touchscreen, or the app, but he correctly predicted what users really wanted out of their phone. Remember the original Android concept?

Nintendo could put their games on iOS. Or they could just as easily make their next handheld a phone. (Please, not the N-Gage.) But they won’t. Not until it’s too late, anyway. Yeah, Mario Kart would sell on an iPhone in 2015 if Nintendo finally decides that’s the right move, but that’s not the point.

Two years from now, if Nintendo still doesn’t have an exciting plan for the future, they’re only about five years late. If they are in a position of giving in and putting their games on iOS as a means to prop up a dwindling console business, it’s the beginning of the end. If they’re proactive by putting their games on iOS while saying, “If you want a premium gaming device, we’ll be over here with the future of mobile,” they could have something.

But why would they do that? The 3DS is selling. They’ve got money. They’re fine.

 

Stop Blaming Technology (Blame Yourself)

Originally posted on Medium

More and more people are coming online for the first time, using smartphones and tablets, and integrating technology in their lives in meaningful ways.

What would life be like without using the internet for a year? That’s what Paul Miller of The Verge set out to discover. Do you think you could do it? Do you think it would change your life?

Then Baratunde Thurston, formerly of The Onion, wrote about his 25-day unplugging at the end of last year.

You’ll read accounts like this, from Paul Miller:

…I was spotted by a man brandishing one of my own articles about leaving the internet. He was ecstatic to meet me. I had chosen to avoid the internet for many of the same reasons his religion expressed caution about the modern world.
“It’s reprogramming our relationships, our emotions, and our sensitivity,” said one of the rabbis at the rally. It destroys our patience. It turns kids into “click vegetables.”

And Baratunde:

I stopped next at a friend’s holiday party, where I engaged in conversation without once taking out my phone to see what Twitter had to say about my conversation. My mind left the party only when my body did, at about 2 in the morning.

He continues…

And the fact is, I maintained the same slow pace, the same sense of discovery that I enjoyed during that first week. There were movies, there were food trucks, there were friends, there was mulled wine. There was brief consideration of a mulled-wine food truck. Above all, there was an expansion of sensations and ideas.

Magical moments that could not have happened if he had a phone in his pocket.

There are countless articles and blog posts that tell variations of the same grim tale: A couple sitting at a dinner table, staring at their phones, together but alone. It certainly does happen, which I guess it why it’s always mentioned. But is it the problem?

My wife and I will be having our first baby soon. Very soon. (Oh man, this is happening pretty fast.) So I’ve been thinking a lot about how to incorporate technology into my son’s life and learning process. I still remember the first time I saw a child under two years old unlock an iPhone and launch an app.

In order to determine how to best use technology for his development, I have to take a look at how we use technology ourselves. It’s all related, and my choices will influence his choices.

Yet everything I read is how terrible technology is for us. How we spend too much time staring at screens and not talking to the people around us. And I think it’s all bullshit.

Thankfully, just yesterday I saw an article on The Verge by Ben Popper titled, “Is technology scrambling my baby’s brain?” It was one of the first pieces that felt balanced. And that’s one of its key takeaways: It’s all about balance.

I called Dr. Dimitri Christakis, director of the Center for Child Health, Behavior and Development at Seattle Children’s Research Institute. “Screens are purely a delivery mechanism. What parents should be focused on is the content,” he told me. A blanket ban on screens, he argued, doesn’t make sense. “I’m a member of the American Academy of Pediatrics, but I have to say, their statement about the effects of electronic media is clearly out of date.”
What matters, says Christakis, is the difference between passive and active consumption.

Technology and the internet have made our lives infinitely better. We’re able to connect with people thousands of miles away, take an online class, and look up any piece of information you could possibly imagine.

As with anything, when not used in moderation, it could be harmful to you or those around you. If you plop yourself (or your child) in front of a screen without engagement or interaction, that certainly could have negative effects. Still, the technology itself is not at fault.

Although I appreciate Baratunde’s brand of tongue-in-cheek humor, this point is similarly used by many to prove that life is just so much better without technology:

For lunch I frequented Chuko, where the server recommended the pork-belly ramen. This was not the Yelp.com server, mind you, but a human server who proclaimed, “Try the pork-belly ramen.” What an algorithm.

With or without a phone in our pocket, we can always talk to the person sitting next to us. There are many reasons we don’t: We value our friends’ opinions more, or we prefer to search thousands of opinions instead of just one, or maybe we just don’t feel like talking to anyone that day. The point being, there’s nothing about your phone that is controlling you. It’s simply a choice to leave it in your pocket during dinner.

All it takes is a little self-control.

It’s ok if you don’t have the self-control to always be perfect. Breaking a habit isn’t about quitting cold turkey. It’s not about pointing fingers at a problem and saying, “If this would just go away, life would be better.” Breaking a habit takes recognizing a pattern, and doing your best to alter it. You’ll have good days and bad days. But if you take a moment and think that you should put your phone away and chat with your friend, you’re already doing well. Listen to that voice enough and it will become your new habit.

Is “quitting the internet” for 25 days realistic for most people that aren’t privileged enough to have someone run their company for them while they’re gone? Probably not. Does it really address the problem of being addicted to checking every notification? Probably not.

I think blaming technology is one of those things that just feels good for people from time to time. It’s like blaming fast food for obesity. It doesn’t actually do anything to uncover the true issue. It doesn’t actually do anything to encourage better habits.

Stop blaming technology. Start blaming yourself. Try your best to recognize if you’re checking your phone too frequently, addicted to email, or not spending quality time with those you care about. Do something little every day to build better habits.

Don’t lock your phone in a drawer and proclaim your problems solved. Try turning off some of your notifications. Try not responding to work email during the weekends. Or just try putting it in your pocket more often.

Ant's Got It

Photo by Johnny Hochstetler

Photo by Johnny Hochstetler

Every so often, great people connect with you and enable you to tell an important story. This was one of those times.

Anthony Jackson was just 22 when he passed away. He was the type of person who put a smile on everyone's face and made everyone around him a better person. He volunteered his time, was always there for a friend, and even became the youngest manager ever where he worked.

In preparing for this project, I talked to a few people who knew Anthony. Friends, family, and even someone who didn't know him personally all told the same story: He was special. And he was gone way too soon.

This was simultaneously one of the most difficult and one of the easiest projects I've ever produced. Difficult because of the circumstances with which we were producing the video, but easy because everyone around Anthony and the friends and family we interviewed were so eloquent and compassionate. You can really tell the profound impact he had on so many in just 22 short years. We all just wanted to make Anthony proud.

Together with Johnny Hochstetler, Zach Frankart, Emily Long, and in partnership with HOMAGE, we produced this short video for Anthony. I hope it is able to capture just some of his spirit. 

We decided to film the piece in the style of what you might see on 30 for 30 or E:60. The Wellington School in Columbus, where Anthony played basketball in high school, generously offered the use of their gym. I wanted every shot to be thoughtful and with a purpose. People like Anthony deserve to be immortalized just like our sports heroes.

Telling stories that matter is what drives me every day. It's an honor to be a part of preserving another little piece of Anthony.

Support the JDRF in the fight against Type 1 Diabetes. 

Welcome to the Planet

Originally posted on MediumSpoilers ahead for Man of Steel. 

 

“What if a child dreamed of becoming something other than what society had intended? What if a child aspired to something greater?” – Jor-El

Below are my thoughts on Man of Steel. I explain what some of the story elements mean to me, in part to answer questions some might have, but also to express why the film works for me. Relaying these thoughts is an exercise in deconstructing what I believe to be a very good story.

Man of Steel is the ultimate origin story. With David S. Goyer and Christopher Nolan teaming together again after The Dark Knight trilogy to write the story, director Zack Snyder (300, Watchmen) brought to life a film about Superman unlike anything we’ve ever seen. The fact that it’s not a traditional Superman origin tale sets up a very interesting future.

The non-linear storytelling isn’t perfect. You can lose your place for a few seconds, and that can be jarring. It does, however, allow us to see Clark Kent, played by Henry Cavill, as a grown man on the verge of becoming Superman from the start. We see that at 33-years-old, he’s still dealing with the same questions and doubts as he had as a child.

The flashbacks are effective in that they make you care about Clark as a person. You develop an understanding of the difficulty of his choices, especially his choices of restraint. Without spending the first half of the film exclusively with young Clark, Snyder and Goyer still establish a clear picture of where he has come from. Smallville feels lived in. Ma and Pa Kent feel like fully realized characters that are realistically struggling with raising an adopted son from another planet. Diane Lane and Kevin Costner are pitch perfect. The most powerful use of the flashback storytelling to me was the kid-in-the-cape moment at the very end. It hit like a punch to the throat. I really felt everything Clark had been through on his journey from outcast to superhero.

Jonathan Kent’s death is the first of two difficult choices Clark has to make. Moments after an argument that ends in Clark telling his adopted father that he’s not his real dad, they’re caught in a tornado. Many retreat to safety aided by Pa Kent’s bravery. Although Clark could easily rescue everyone, he still has not revealed his powers to the public at large. But why would he let his father die?

“My father believed that if the world found out who I really was, they’d reject me… out of fear. He was convinced that the world wasn’t ready.” – Clark Kent

He could have saved his father. But would Clark have caused more harm – fear and panic – than good? That’s what Pa Kent believed, and Clark trusted him. He’s showing his father that he’ll make the right decision, even if it isn’t the easy decision.

“You just have to decide what kind of man you want to grow up to be, Clark. Whoever that man is, he’s going to change the world.” – Jonathan Kent

This is reinforced when Kal-El finds his biological father, Jor-El played by Russell Crowe, and is told that he can be the ideal person. He can be the bridge between two worlds. He can save them all.

“You will give the people an ideal to strive towards. They will race behind you, they will stumble, they will fall. But in time, they will join you in the sun. In time, you will help them accomplish wonders.” – Jor-El

General Zod is a man on a mission. His only reason for living is to protect the people of Krypton, no matter how evil or cruel his actions may appear. He’s a terminator with one purpose – to save his nearly extinct race. In that sense, Zod is played beautifully by Michael Shannon. He doesn’t care about anything else, even logic or loyalty. He’s designed to be a warrior. He’s programmed to go from point A to point B to complete his objectives.

Faora-Ul, played by Antje Traue, is the most dynamic of the Phantom Zone villains, and is the one character I believed could really stand toe-to-toe with the Man of Steel. Where Zod lacks any emotion, she is ripe with a passion for her destruction.

“No matter how violent, every action I take is for the greater good of my people.” – General Zod

An enormous amount of devastation follows the villains everywhere they go. At first, I felt that Superman should have been more concerned with that destruction. Smallville and his family home are destroyed. Possibly tens or hundreds of thousands of people are injured or killed in the battles that took place in Metropolis. Why wasn’t he more worried about saving them?

First, he’s filled with an incredible amount of rage. This is best showcased when he first fights General Zod in Smallville. This is 33 years of being an outcast unleashed on the man that killed his father and is trying to destroy the only home he knows. Much like his mother taught him to channel his powers, he must learn to channel this rage. The consequences of the destruction will, I hope, be a major factor inMan of Steel 2, if that film is made.

But most importantly, he’s not yet the Superman we know. He’s still learning how to be what everyone needs. He’s still an alien to them, and he’s still not sure if he belongs. Even as he’s doing everything he can to spare Smallville, he’s still being shot at. It isn’t until the fighting is finished that the soldiers acknowledge he is on their side. Yet at the end of the film, the government is still trying to track him and doesn’t trust that he’s not a threat. This will certainly come to a head in a sequel, and hopefully result in Superman proving to be the hero we all want.

Most of the devastation in Metropolis is caused by Zod. Superman stumbles, and falls, and gets thrown through a lot of buildings. You could argue that he should have been more concerned about the people caught in the crossfire the whole time, but I saw a man that was figuring things out on the fly. This film very well could have been called Superman Begins.

Speaking of the fighting, the action was thrilling. Zack Snyder’s decision to not use bullet-time effects to slow down the action so we could more easily marvel at Superman’s talent was a smart move. Man of Steel has some of the most exciting action that I can recall. Superman, Zod, and Faora zipping and zooming around, impervious to bullets was electrifying. The altercation with Superman and Zod flying out to space and crashing back to Earth with a satellite (that said Wayne Enterprises on the side) was both exhilarating and made me wonder: How can they top this? In this film, it felt like Superman was matched against equals. Unless Faora returns for Round 2, how can we feel that same danger again?

Superman choosing to kill Zod to save the family was not a light decision and has understandably been controversial. He was clearly struggling with this, as evidenced by his immediate reaction. While the story may have been better served had it spent more time examining the repercussions of this action, I have to believe this will be a large part in any sequel that is written. A follow-up story should almost entirely revolve around consequence.

Right or wrong, he made the difficult choice, and he did what he thought he had to do. He will be living with this forever, much like his decision to let his father go. I believe he will see this path of destruction and realize he can never let anything this terrible happen again.

His reaction after killing Zod is when he became Superman. Up until that point, he could have backed down. He could have surrendered. He could have chosen to save his race or go into hiding. Instead, he chose to bear the ultimate burden to save his people, the people of Earth. With the weight of that choice on his shoulders, he will go to great lengths to prevent that from ever reoccurring.

Man of Steel is human at its core. While this may go against everything Superman is – they do spend a lot of time reinforcing that he’s an alien, after all – it sets up one of the most interesting characters I think I’ve ever seen. This is a man that, although he is superhuman by nature, is human by nurture. He has been raised on Earth his entire life. He’s handling becoming Superman in the way anyone would. Confusion, anger, resentment… and later understanding and embracing who he is inside and out.

Man of Steel feels like it was made just for me. It may not be perfect, but I believe it’s an excellent retelling of a familiar story with a new, dynamic character to explore. I can’t wait to see what’s next.

Below are a few random questions that have been asked. Again, I should note these are my interpretations. This is by no means definitive, just how I see it.

Q: Why would Zod want Lois Lane on the ship? He got Superman, wasn’t that everything he needed?

A: I’d have to assume this was for leverage. Lois says they scanned her mind for information, like they did to Superman. Further, if Superman had the chance to be uncooperative, I think Lois would have come into play at that point.

Q: Doesn’t Superman get his powers from the sun? Why would he start losing his powers on the ship? If it’s the atmosphere, wouldn’t he lose his powers in space?

A: On the ship, he was completely cut off from Earth’s atmosphere andthe sun. First, he needed to get acclimated to the new climate, then, as he was cut off from the sun, he began to weaken. Once the ships atmosphere was adjusted, he regained enough of his power to break lose from his restraints and get out of the ship. Once he was back into space and in front of the sun, he was back to normal. Perhaps this is why he floated in space for a moment before taking off after Lois. He also need to quickly “recharge” after the explosion over the Indian Ocean, as he reached for the sun.

Q: If the villains can breathe in space, why can’t they breathe on Earth?

A: The difficulties without their masks was less about breathing and more about the sun and atmosphere. This is emphasized multiple times with Zod before he learns to channel his energy. He is clearly overwhelmed with sensory overload, and that’s why they need to wear the masks.

Q: Why wouldn’t Zod just go to Mars to terraform? Couldn’t they live peacefully with humans?

A: Point A to Point B. He has one objective. He feels Superman has betrayed his people, and he’s going to make them pay.

Q: Why did Superman go after the World Engine over the Indian Ocean while the other half was causing massive destruction in Metropolis?

A: The gravity field created by the World Engine prevented anyone or anything from getting too close to it. Superman needed to disable the machines so they could bomb it, which would create the black hole. He caused a huge explosion (and risked his life) over the ocean to allow Lois and Colonel Hardy to execute the plan.

Q: Why did the black hole suck up the villains, but not Earth or its citizens?

A: Unfortunately this will be my least inspired answer — it comes down to something Joss Whedon said about the end of The Avengers — at some point the movie needs to end. It may be a copout, but nobody wants to watch the superhero on cleanup duty for 8 hours defeating every last villain by hand. But no, I don’t know that there’s another way to explain why a black hole just hundreds of feet off the ground would not affect Earth.

Q: But — LOGIC?!

A: This is a movie about an alien that looks like a human flying around in a cape, after all. Some amount of suspension of disbelief is required.

 

The myth of overnight success

The most common thing people ask me about is how to get picked, a shortcut to success, a way to spread an idea or build a platform without doing a particularly large amount of hard work.
Getting picked is fine if it happens to you. But it's not a plan. It's a version of waiting and hoping.

Overnight successes are almost never made overnight.

Are you an aspiring creative?

​I heard or read this story somewhere, but can't remember the source. For that reason, my re-telling may be a bit fuzzy, but the point stands. If you know where it's from, send me a note

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​A group of art school students walk into the first day of class for the semester and take a seat. It's a senior acting class.

The professor enters the room. She tells everyone to introduce themselves and briefly state why they're here.​

I'm John. I'm an aspiring actor.

Hi, my name is Amy. I want to be an actor after school.

​The introductions continue around the room, ​all variations of the same sentences. Until it gets to the last student...

My name is Rachel. I'm an actor and I'm here to get better.

- - -​

Aspire, by definition, means you want to achieve something. There are no tests you have to take to become a photographer or actor. Maybe you aspire to have your photography published in National Geographic. Maybe you aspire to win an Oscar.​

​That's not to say anyone with a camera is a photographer, or anyone who steps in front of a camera is an actor. It takes passion, dedication, and intelligence to become good at anything.

It's also entirely possible that you're a bad​ filmmaker, or a student​ filmmaker, but you should never call yourself an aspiring filmmaker. If you want to make films, go make one. You'll get better by taking action.

This isn't like becoming a doctor. With that, you actually have to reach a certain level of schooling and pass rigorous testing before you can label yourself as "Dr."​

Aspire to achieve a goal, not to be something.​

I was a Columbus Blue Jackets intern ⚓

My life with the Columbus Blue Jackets from 2007-2010.

Originally posted on The Cannon at SB Nation.

It all started in October 2007. I was a sophomore in college, at a small, private liberal arts school in Columbus studying Communication with a focus in radio, television, and film studies.

I had interviewed for an internship and pretty much got an offer on the spot – I was soon to start as a marketing intern with a new local cable channel that was dedicated to sports programming. I would be doing general intern stuff – more like a street team member than anything – but what did I know?

Then, she quit. My boss, and advisor for the internship which included two other students in the program, that is. Just like that. No email or explanation. I never heard from her again. So I did the only logical thing a 19-year-old would do in that situation – I quit, too. No one knew what they were doing, and they had no idea what to do with the abandoned interns.

Quitting was one of the best decisions I've ever made.

I had no plans on what was next, but I wasn't too concerned. I had 5 semesters left to get that internship thing figured out. Suddenly, an email popped up in my inbox of the terrible Windows Outlook system forced upon me by my college.

It went something like this: "The Blue Jackets are looking for a video intern. Are you interested?"

Well... it actually started before October 2007. In the early years of the newly mintedColumbus Blue Jackets, I would go to a game or two a year. I would usually go to a game around my birthday, either with my mom or my girlfriend (now wife, and we've kept the streak alive). We'd see the big games – Toronto, Detroit, Chicago... but by every definition, I was a casual fan. This changed in 2006, when I watched the Winter Olympics and fell in love with hockey. I remember, in particular, enjoying the way Team Sweden played. I remember liking not just the skill guys, but also Freddy Modin andSammy Pahlsson. This is also why, to this day, Henrik Lundqvist remains one of my favorite players.

So, the hockey bug bit me in 2006. I started following the Blue Jackets a lot more closely from that point forward, and made some friends in the community. In June 2007, the NHL Draft was coming to town. A friend I had connected with happened to be good friends with Jeff Rimer, the Blue Jackets television play-by-play commentator. Since he knew I was into broadcasting, he asked Rimer to call me. We chatted for maybe 10 minutes. I could not tell you what we talked about, I was simply beyond excited that he would take the time to talk to me. He told me to introduce myself in person if I would be at the Draft. These are the stories you don't hear about in the news, but are the truth to what makes sports so special.

I was at the Draft, and I met Jeff Rimer, and the Blue Jackets drafted my favorite player (Jake Voracek – to this day, I still follow Mike's prospect recommendations, and his favorites tend to be my favorites). From this point forward, I was a die-hard Jackets fan.

So in October, when Director of Broadcasting Russ Mollohan asked me why I was interested, my answer was the honest to God truth: I had followed hockey passionately for almost two years, and loved the Blue Jackets. I got the position, and was quickly put to work.

The National Hockey League was, I believe, the first major sports league to get serious about online video. Every team was tasked with putting good content up, and the Jackets didn't waste any time. Together, with our team of interns that started at three people, we worked with the Blue Jackets Multimedia Manager (during my years with the team) Ryan Mulcrone, to create video content every day. We launched Jackets TV with a little bit of a plan (at least that I was ever provided) and a lot of hard work.

Rather than recount my day-by-day experience that I barely remember, I'll touch on a few moments and stories that stick out in my mind. Although I started as an intern in the fall of 2007, I actually stayed on for three seasons, which yes, is completely unheard of as an intern. But it allowed me to meet a lot of people, experience a lot of cool moments, and I worked a part-time job elsewhere so they didn't need to pay me (they probably didn't want to pay me, had it been an option). Yes, I was also a full-time student, and I did graduate in four years.

These stories being sparked by the news that George Matthews is stepping down from his post as the voice of Blue Jackets radio, I'll start there. 

On a college radio station in Columbus. On a good night, we had probably 20 listeners. I, along with fellow Blue Jackets interns and communication students Mike Ferko andCody Leist, hosted a sports talk radio show on our (*ahem* award-winning) college radio station. Sometime in 2009 or so, Mike or Cody asked George if he'd join us on our radio show. And he did. He showed up to the basement of our communication building and, for some amount of time that I can't remember, chatted with us about hockey and the Blue Jackets. We may have even been talking playoff hockey, that being the year and all. He didn't owe us anything. But he joined us with the same enthusiasm and energy that he brought to the Blue Jackets radio booth every single night. And for that evening, I was right alongside him.

Getting recognized. By far, the coolest memory I have from my time with the team was the day Rick Nash recognized me in public, approached me, and chatted with me for a moment. Sorry if that sounds braggy, but, well, it happened. It sucks when any player gets traded, even worse when they ask for a trade. Part of me is glad Nasher didn't get to hoist the Stanley Cup in his first season after leaving Columbus, but most of me will remember him for the down to earth, nice guy that he is, $62,400,000 contract and all.

The people you meet. Hockey is the greatest sport on earth, and I believe a lot of it has to do with the great people that make up the sport. Cody and I had the opportunity to interview Chris Chelios on the night he was called up by the Atlanta Thrashers at age 48 and played against the Jackets. Our feature made it on the front page of NHL.com.

Blackhawks radio broadcaster John Wiedeman sat down and had a conversation with a couple of us after practice one day, providing encouraging words and just all around making us feel like we belonged there.

I stood near Wayne Gretzky.

The places you go. My least favorite place, by far, was in the rafters of Nationwide Arena. I'm not sure if I had a choice or not, but if I did, I should have given a little more push back. We were doing a video about the Pepsi Power Patrol... somehow my name got the call when it was time to film the dropping of the "Chipotle chutes." I was never scared of heights until that day. Just hope the team doesn't score a goal and the cannon goes off while you're up there.

One of the best places is being on the bench during practice. You can't beat it. But, when you're filming an interview and have your back turned to the ice, you just have to trust a puck won't come zooming at your head. Occasionally they'll be flipped near you by the funny guys on the team.

Another place that sticks out is... Pittsburgh. Mike and I had the chance to travel to the Steel City to cover an away game. Well, more like we begged, stayed at Mike's place on the border of Ohio and Pennsylvania, and drove an hour each way on game day just for the chance to work. This was in the Igloo, and I'm glad I got to see a game there before it was torn down. I do believe we had to walk across a wooden plank to get to our area in the press box, though. I stood close enough to Sidney Crosby to touch him without stretching my arm.

And, of course, "At Home." We did a video series our first year that involved going to players' homes, filming a quick tour and chatting with them about life away from hockey. I personally got to cover Jared Boll and Kris Russell's shared apartment and Dan Fritsche's Clintonville condo. I got to play NHL 08 with Boll and Russell, and some prospect who had just been called up from Syracuse brought them both lunch. (Derick Brassard)

It's not all good. It would be a disservice to only talk about the highlights. Being an intern is hard work. While I was relatively fortunate in that, as an intern, I had a hands-on role in creating daily video content for the team, the fact remains that I worked for free for three years. (There were some great perks, many mentioned above, others that I won't.) I gained a ton of great experience, but it didn't exactly play out how I had hoped in the end.

The team that runs the website, digital, and social content are worked harder than anyone but the players on the ice. Our video content included a few mainstays: practice coverage, game day previews, and post-game coverage including the coach's press conference and player interviews. Morning coverage, for quite awhile, included a segment with a member of the coaching staff breaking down the previous night's game. This meant being there and prepared by 7 or 8am (I'm not a morning person, so it was all a blur), so we could film before the coaches got to work on that day's tasks. Post-game coverage meant filming and editing videos of at least 2-3 player interviews (fewer if they lose, more if they win), and having that published before we left for the night. Games end at 9:30pm. It takes, at minimum, two hours to complete all the necessary work. You do the math. Add another 30 minutes if the game goes to a shootout.

Thankfully, we always had at least three interns, so usually the person who stayed late wasn't the same one who was in first thing in the morning. But it happened. As for the full-time employees who were our supervisors? They were there, every day without fail, even when the players got a day off.

Working in sports seems glamorous until you work in sports. Yeah, I got to meet Rick Nash, but I had no personal time for the better part of three years. At least I got to work with the players, coaches, and higher up staff on a daily basis. Imagine working in sales.

And how I mentioned it didn't end the way I wanted? Yeah, that one took awhile to get over. Being an intern for three years in a role that so many teams were beginning to hire for, I figured I was a shoo-in to get a job in that capacity. That's all I wanted.

After the final year of my internship in 2010, college graduation, and getting married, I started calling, emailing, and applying. I talked to someone with the Anaheim Ducks and tried to work a potential connection to the Washington Capitals from someone I knew well enough in the Jackets organization. I did everything I could think of to get a job with the Chicago Blackhawks – me and thousands of people over the last five years. (Team loyalty is a weird thing when you're trying to get a job.) Of course, I wouldn't be here right now if any of that proved to be successful.

The hardest blow was later that summer. Another email, almost perfectly timed, much like the one I received three years prior.

Paraphrased from someone with the Jackets: "We have approval for one full-time position. Let me know if you're interested and we'll schedule an interview."

It had to be between me and one other intern, who had continued volunteering his time over the summer, even though he had graduated as well. It had to, right?

Don't be silly. This is pro sports. The job went to someone whose relative works with the team. Looking back on some old emails, I'm not sure I actually even got my interview.

The good people. More than anything else, you tend to remember the really great people and singular moments with those people. I already mentioned Mike and Cody, with whom I have many more great memories and times forgotten. There was also Brittany Gerena, who became a close friend outside of the Blue Jackets. She went from "The CW Star" to "Britt" in an instant, because she's never met a stranger. Ryan Mulcrone, who still feels like the older brother I never had. Oddly enough, we ran into each other in Detroit in Joe Louis Arena, completely by chance, in October 2011. My wife and I made a pit stop to catch a Jackets game on our way to Windsor.

Other staff that were always supportive and friendly were Russ Mollohan and former Manager of Communications Ryan Holtmann. I've already mentioned what great guys Rick Nash, George Matthews, and Jeff Rimer are. Some others that come to mind, who deserve all your praise for being genuinely good people on and off the ice: Ken Hitchcock, Gary Agnew, Ole-Kristian TollefsenManny MalhotraJason Chimera, Antoine and Karen Vermette, Jody Shelley, Larry Larson, and Mike Todd. I'm sure I'm forgetting many.

There was also one more chance connection that relates to this very blog. Donnie Clark, who was an intern, had an older brother. Clint Clark wrote for The Cannon right when or shortly after Mike started the blog. I started writing for it in July 2008. We were hosted on Blogger at the time, but the only evidence we existed before is on the Way Back Machine.

I always talked to Mike about sharing my experiences, since I had such a unique perspective. But, being involved with the team, I was always conscious to limit my involvement with the blog during the season. I usually stuck to things like covering the prospect camp during the off-season and the free agency period that starts on July 1st. Maybe that's part of why I like the start of free agency so much – it was the one thing I was always free to talk about, because I never had any connection with the team during the summer.

I'm far enough removed now that most of the people I knew are long gone. But with the news that Matthews is leaving, a lot of memories flooded back. I had to write some of them down before I forgot them.

Danny Boyle’s 15 Golden Rules of Moviemaking ⚓

4. FILM HAPPENS IN THE MOMENT • What’s extraordinary about film is that you make it on the day, and then it’s like that forever more. ... It changes every time you watch it: Different audiences, different places, different moods that you’re in. The thing is logically fixed, but it still changes all the time. You have to get your head around that.